ini note sebenar'a lanjutan dari note "my versi about bad habits MaMiie and Lazgasana" yg baru kelar skrg, hhe
kali
ini isi'a ttg smua kebaikan'a kita -versiku-. sebenar'a ga enak ya bcra
ttg kebaikan kita? keliatan sprti meninggikan dri sndri. enakan bcrain
ttg kburukan ya? kita bisa intropeksi diri (ato emg doyan nghina nih?
Hha :D)
emg uda rencana sblum'a sii, pgn ngeluncurin note ttg 'baik-buruk'nya kita. so we will know everything about us
check it out! -->
-Mami (Nomenrita Panjaitan)
sisi baik'a sii bnyk, gmn ga?, buruk'a aja cuma 2 ya mi? :D
tp ga apa, kita list aja sebisa'a trsebutin.
` baiik uda psti, pengertian *mami bisa ngerti dgn jiwa remaja yg labil seumuran Lazgasana*
` pinter d smua bidang, *masa sii?* ;)
iia,
aku paling suka dgn pinter'a mami d bidang bio *hrs d tiru*, english
*ga tahan aku*, n cara mendidik anak *saluut mi ama ajaran'a ama adek2 d
rmh, say no to "main tangan"!*.
pnter nyanyi, kecolongan dngar mami
nyanyi d koridor sklah. ya kn mi? gmn dgn lagu 'soledad'nya yg pas
ngawas ujian mi? hha:D. masii ingad ga?
` bisa menempatkan diri dgn benar d brbagai kondisi.
aku heran dgn prinsip mami yg gmauk mandang mata org yg baru d knl'a. tkud trhipnotis iia? :p
` ga peliit
malah aku suka dgn prinsip mami yg gmauk mngharapkn pemberian ato hadiah dr org lain.
` brjiwa humor yg tinggiiiii *poin plus nih*
suka aku dgn humor mami yg lucu tp rngan :D. apalagi klo mami uda perang ama abg open, jd ngakak :D
suka juga dgn phrases mami, I.G.G.I, 99 ninety nine, tabak koloor.
` easy going
mngkin krn trbawa jiwa muda ya? ibu2 gaul inih :)).
aneh, mami sllu nganggap dia uda tua, pdhal masii umur hmpiir 38 jugak, kidding mi :D
uda gabisa lagii aku nyebutin'a, trlalu bynk. pkok'a mami jagoo! bisa jadi cerminan org lain
mami jago deh! 4 thumbs-up for you mom. love you mamiie
` org'a unik
suka lompat2 ga jelas
` pnteer mate *matika mksd'a*
-dila (Fadhilah Situmeang)
` maniis *smpe bnyk semud'a*
` pnteer masak *makasii indomie'a ya umi*, pnter menggmbar juga
` mementingkn kpntingan brsama *pas agro, mau bwa bnyk2 barang*
-gez (Greselita Yolanda Junianty Purba)
` maniis, cntiig, rancaak, beautipul
` pande bana
` bisalah d ajak brcanda
malah kdg paling heboh. seriing merengek, pdhal dia sndri yg buad, ckckck :D
-hanna (Hanna Carolina Simangunsong)
` pinteer mate
` pinteer nyanyi
pnter juga nyembunyiin ssuatu, oalaah :o
` gilak *dlm arti yg positif*
mn ada gilag yg positif ya?
-ike (Ike Rahmadani)
` cantik, tnggi, langsing *cocok model susu penggemuk bdan, hha brcanda*
` pandee lah
` pinter olahraga *sainganku ini*
sainganku pulak?! Ckckckc
-juni (Juni Ertania Sari)
` cantik, maniis, beautipul *paling laku, hhe , iri saia*
` org'a terampil
` pnter brpenampilan, rapi
-velin (Leviana Velin Nainggolan)
` baiik kali, sabar *hamba Tuhan sejatii*
aku sering curhat ama dia , dia bisa ksh nasehat.
` pinteer
` polos, lugu, penuh kasih
-aku (Lisandy Yunita Nababan)
punya ku prlu ga sii? :p
ngga kn?
-lysda (Lysda Warni)
` tmn yg baik utk menggosip
saking jabir'a hha
` sederhana, ga neko2
` baiik
-open (Mulia Novendro Damanik)
` pelawaak kali
mampu mengocok peruud
` bisa d andalkan
dlm hal apa ya? gtauk dehh hha:D
` kdg dewasa juga lah
-salbot (Nurullah Salim Piliang)
` pande mate
` pande mengaji
` lucu jugakkk
-poppy (Poppy Julianty Situmorang)
` baik, lugu
` pnter ngerjain
arrrragggghgggghgaaar
` bisa d andalkan
dlm bidang memutarkan buku, brgaya sok cool. hhahahha:D
-putri (Putri Perdana Sari)
` pelawak lah
saingan c yesii juga
` pnter joget
` easy going, sdrhana
(\_/)b
-ranto (Ranto Bangun Nainggolan)
` pinter ngerjain pkrjaan rmh
nmpak kalii ...???
*nampak kali apa'a?
` penuh dgn lelucon konyol
` ganteng *menurut cpa gnteng ini?* hha
-ricky (Ricky Wendi Sihombing)
` kerreee *kurang 'n' nya, jadi? Keren*
` lucuuu
apalagi dgn jerawat'a
` baiiik
nma'a juga ito ku.
-roni (Roni Sumar Said)
` tnggi
` lucu
` agak pndiam
setidak'a bs mengurangi kributan d kls
-yesi (Yesika Tresia Manurung)
` pandeee mtk, nyanyi
` humoriis
` dlm prjlnan mnjdi hamba Tuhan yg sejati sesuai dgn kehendakNya
hhahahha : dasar porlao!
-hanes (Yohanes Martin Hutabarat)
` pande musik
` cool
` gnteng *kta c gez*
smpe situ aja dulu ya, capek ngetiik'a.
you are apart of my life .
I love you just the way you are.
You never be change in my heart.
Love you yaaa
Minggu, 06 November 2011
Our Western Name
Ide ini uda lama muncul. Tapi baru tadi teringad di angkot sama aku,
Ogek, dan Hanna.Ini tentang nama (red: anakanak sepuluh satu) nginggris
kami. Biasalah numpang eksis gitu, supaya agak kerenlah dulu nama kami
yang tak seberapa itu aka PH3 ParHutaHutaHian. hahahaha :D
Panoknoti lah dan cermati! Soalnya western name nya itu pronounciation nya, bukan spelling nya. Yak?
Check it out!
1. Abie Amadea Harahap --> Ebay Amedaye Herayhep
2. Adelina Limbong --> Edelayne Laymbong
3. Aldiansyah Putra --> Eldeyansyeh Putrra
4. Asmer Novrianto Situmeang --> Asemer Nouvrayanto Saytumeang
5. Dumaria Sartika Putri Sitinjak --> Dumaraye Sartaike Putray Saitainjek
6. Eunike Sianturi --> Eunayke Sayanturay
7. Fenny Novita Meysabed Sianturi --> Fennay Novayte Meysabed Sayenturay
8. Greselita Yolanda Junianti Purba --> Gerezelayte Yolainde Junayantai Purbe
9. Hanna Carolina Simangunsong --> Ann Carolayne Saimangunsong
10. Ike Rahmadani --> Ayke Rahmadayne
11. Lisandy Yunita Nababan --> Laysanday Yunayte Nebayben
12. Lucia Nia List Etnisia Baene --> Lusaye Naye Laist Etnisaye Beyane
13. Muhammad Fikriansyah --> Muhammed Faikrayansyeh
14. Mulia Novendro Damanik --> Mulaye Novendro Demaynik
15. Nurpadila Siregar --> Nurpedayle Sairegar
16. Nurullah Salim Piliang --> Nurullah Seylaim Pelayeng
17. Ronida Simanjuntak --> Ronayde Saimanjuntak
18. Sri Maini Pardede --> Sray Meyayne Perdayde
19. Yesika Tresia Manurung --> Yesayke Tresaye Menurung
20. Yohanes Martin Hutabarat --> Yohanez Mertain Hutebayret
Hahaha :D nama bulek pun gak gitu.gitu kali ya kan? Lebay kali pun :D~sandy
Panoknoti lah dan cermati! Soalnya western name nya itu pronounciation nya, bukan spelling nya. Yak?
Check it out!
1. Abie Amadea Harahap --> Ebay Amedaye Herayhep
2. Adelina Limbong --> Edelayne Laymbong
3. Aldiansyah Putra --> Eldeyansyeh Putrra
4. Asmer Novrianto Situmeang --> Asemer Nouvrayanto Saytumeang
5. Dumaria Sartika Putri Sitinjak --> Dumaraye Sartaike Putray Saitainjek
6. Eunike Sianturi --> Eunayke Sayanturay
7. Fenny Novita Meysabed Sianturi --> Fennay Novayte Meysabed Sayenturay
8. Greselita Yolanda Junianti Purba --> Gerezelayte Yolainde Junayantai Purbe
9. Hanna Carolina Simangunsong --> Ann Carolayne Saimangunsong
10. Ike Rahmadani --> Ayke Rahmadayne
11. Lisandy Yunita Nababan --> Laysanday Yunayte Nebayben
12. Lucia Nia List Etnisia Baene --> Lusaye Naye Laist Etnisaye Beyane
13. Muhammad Fikriansyah --> Muhammed Faikrayansyeh
14. Mulia Novendro Damanik --> Mulaye Novendro Demaynik
15. Nurpadila Siregar --> Nurpedayle Sairegar
16. Nurullah Salim Piliang --> Nurullah Seylaim Pelayeng
17. Ronida Simanjuntak --> Ronayde Saimanjuntak
18. Sri Maini Pardede --> Sray Meyayne Perdayde
19. Yesika Tresia Manurung --> Yesayke Tresaye Menurung
20. Yohanes Martin Hutabarat --> Yohanez Mertain Hutebayret
Hahaha :D nama bulek pun gak gitu.gitu kali ya kan? Lebay kali pun :D~sandy
Koloni Seonggok
Kali ini aku
membuat puisi. Walaupun tema puisi ini sangat, amat sangat, luar biasa sangat,
sangat sangat ya ampun, SANGAT BIASA! Bahkan mungkin SD udah disuruh buat puisi
yang bertemakan hal-hal sederhana yang ada di sekitar kita. Heleeh :-/
Tapi tak apa lah
ya, ambil sisi positifnya aja. “Oohhh walaupun si Sandy ini buat puisi yang
temanya sederaha, tapi biarlah. Hitung-hitung melatih diri dan mencoba buat
berpuisi,” trengtrengtreng kayak gitulah maunya kalian (red:pembaca) tanggapi
puisiku yang tak seberapa ini. Atau boleh juga “Ahh, nggak mantap si Sandy ini,
bikin puisi yang biasa-biasa aja. Lagian sok-sok buat puisi pulak tuh,”
kekekekkek :D. Kembali ke studio, terserah Anda mau pilih mana :p
Naah, jadi yang
melatarbelakangi aku buat puisi ini adalah,,,, (treeeeeng, kasih tau nggak ya?
ish, lebay hahha) suatu sore nan cerah ketika sang dewa langit mulai memayungi
cakrawala dengan rona lembayung yang bersinar kilau berpantul dari pasir-pasir
permadani pantai, tapi sayangnya aku lagi nggak di pantai heheh *ga jelas kali,
latarnya aja uda kepanjangan, sand! ; kata pembaca*. Uda ahh, pokoknya suatu
sore kakakku nyuruh bersihin pekarangan sekaligus sampe selokannya. Ya, begitu!
Terinspirasi aja. Blablablablaa... *ntar kepanjangan, malah ntar malas bacanya.
Lagian uda pada ngotot nih mata yang baca kakaka* Langsung aja.
Check it out!
Koloni seonggok
Duduk manis
merana
Dalam wahana
kehidupan air depan rumah
Tanpa riak,
tanpa arus
Berteriak dalam
ketidakpedulian makhluk berakal
Yang selama ini
dipuji sempurna
Koloni seonggok
Tanpa bentuk,
antahbarantah
Hanya sekumpulan
mereka yang senasib
Bekas sesuatu
dari sang tokoh hidup
Menenteng
seremah asa akan balada nanti
Terkepung dalam
ranah hidup keji
Kolono seonggok
Ingin berteriak
menerkam
“Pindahkan aku
dari sini!”
“Pindah kemana
aku seharusnya berada,”
“Tak ingin kau
anggap aku penyusah,”
“Atau, boleh kau
pergunakan
aku,”
Koloni seonggok
Menangis
menunggu dalam lara
Malaikat berbaju
kuning
Menjemput
bersama teman senasib
Menawarkan
nirwana penantian
Mengakhiri riwayat
hidup kami yang bengis
Koloni seonggok
Bertanya mengapa
dan bagaimana
Bahkan si piala
adipura
Sekonyong-konyong
hanya sebagai topeng
Tameng prestasi
dan kekreatifitasan
Bagi insan-insan
yang munafik
Koloni
seonggok
Tersikut
dalam kata-kata mimpi
Kerinduan
akan terbitnya dunia abadi
Terkekang
dalam larutan riak kehidupan
Menanti
sebuah lentera asah
Bersama
kepingan rasa kelam gulita
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Mohon
bimbingannya. Para kalian yang pintar dalam sastra, bantu aku ini. Mananya yang
salah? Mananya nggak pas? Ato perlu ada yang diganti, gitu? Soalnya masih
amatiran kalo tentang yang kayak beginian.
Eigth Years Ago - Taeteuk version
Eigth
Years Ago
By :
Lisandy Y Nababan
X-I
Everybody
around looked like busy at their own this afternoon. But the other hand with a
girl who was standing with a big packing under a tree. Seems she didn’t care at
all, just seeing the view of around.
The
girl with black, wavy,
and long hair, white skin like babies’, round beautiful eyes, and an innocent
face looked more beauty when the wind was blowing over her hair.
She
was Kim Taeyeon, and everybody called
her Taeyeon. She was
about 17 years old. Taeyeon looked like a rather unfriendly girl. It means she
usually talked less with other people, but actually she was a kind girl.
However, she couldn’t express her kindness. So everybody thought that she was
an arrogant girl.
Taeyeon
was waiting for someone to pick her up to her step father’s house. Her mother
was a widow, and she has just got married with a kind man. The man had a
success wine company in a town not far from Taeyeon’s house. But Taeyeon
disagree, because she knew that her mother wanted to be the man’s wife because
she was a materialistic woman.
Finally,
a boy arrived. The boy was a good-looking one. He had a short wavy hair, white
skin, a peacefull face, perfect body, and especially his killing smile. Taeyeon
was stunned to looked at him, the boy did either.
On
the way, that boy didn’t stop to looked at Taeyeon by the spion-glass in the
car’s dashboard. Seems, he was felt in love by the first sigth with Taeyeon. Taeyeon
realised that the boy looked at her. It made Taeyeon uncomfortable. So she pretended
to go to a toilet, but she ran away. The boy knew it, and he ran after Taeyeon
then. But finally, Taeyeon was able catched by the boy.
“Don’t
run away! You should meet your parent, although you disagree if they got
married,” said the boy and took a long breath. “Do you have some
money? It’s so difficult to still alive without any money, right? But maybe it
will change if you are in or over twenty years old. Maybe you have a job, so
you have some money, and so you can run away. But don’t run away for this time.
You are too young,” continued the boy.
Taeyeon
didn’t give any respon, she just asked her ownself in her heart. “Why? What’s
wrong? I’ve just believed him. Even, if he says that this earth is a square
one, maybe I’ll let my heart believe him. I like under his magic. His sense is
so strong,”
After
they arrived, finally Taeyeon got the boy’s name. He was Park Jungsoo, and everybody
there called him just Jungsoo. Jungsoo was about 18 years old. He was one of Taeyeon’s
father’s employee. He was very friendly.
Taeyeon
had a young sister from her step father, named Jessica. She was a very beautiful
girl and friendly. Everybody there loved her, include Taeyeon’s mother. But Taeyeon
dislike Jessica, cause her overactive talk and very childish.
In
recently days, Taeyeon knew that Jungsoo and Vinessa were a close-friend. Taeyeon
was so envy everytime she saw Jungsoo and Jessica both together. Especially,
after Taeyeon school at the same school with Jessica, everyday Taeyeon must saw
Jungsoo picked Jessica up after school. Yes, she was jealous. Maybe she began
fall in love for the first time and maybe by the first sight with Jungsoo.
Actually,
Jungsoo didn’t love Jessica, but Jessica did. Jungsoo liked Taeyeon much. Jungsoo
saw Taeyeon by inside, that Taeyeon was a goodheart girl, eventhought she
couldn’t express. So Jungsoo approached Taeyeon. He always entertained her,
when she sad. He always accompany her, when she got disapprove with everything
about Jessica and her mother. But sometimes, Taeyeon was unfriendly. He knew
her by inside and outside. He knew everything about her. He understand. Their
feeling for each other got stronger.
One
day, Taeyeon couldn’t find Jungsoo there. Then she asked Jessica, she said that
Jungsoo have just gone to a far place to continue his study. Taeyeon cried. She
searched him quickly. She searched in their special room -that only they both
know it- and to the train station. But she still couldn’t find him. She went to
the beach -that they both ever have been there- and cried then. “Why? Why you
leave me alone? Leave me without saying goodbye. How? How am I then without
you? Can’t you see how much I crazy looking for you? Can you you imagine how
much I miss you then?” said Taeyeon stammerly while was crying.
But
in fact, Jungsoo has given a letter for Taeyeon to Jessica before he gone, and
asked Jessica to gave it to Taeyeon. That letter was about asking Taeyeon to
come to the train station for their farewell. But Jessica hasn’t give it to Taeyeon
yet. So Taeyeon thought that Jungsoo left her without say goodbye.
Eigth
years later...
One
day, Jungsoo came back.
“Sist,
this is Jungsoo. He come back,” said Jessica happily.
“How
do you do,” said Taeyeon to Jungsoo, she couldn’t hide her hate-looking.
“What
does it mean ‘how do you do’?” asked Jungsoo. He was so confused and now he
also couldn’t hide his hate-looking finally.
Taeyeon
didn’t answer. Yes, she hate Jungsoo for his leaving. The same thing with Jungsoo,
he thought that Taeyeon didn’t want
to come to train station. It caused by Jessica.
There
was a new employee in Taeyeon’s father’s company, named ElHeechul. He was a
very kind people. And he fell in love with Taeyeon, but Taeyeon didn’t. He knew
that Taeyeon loved Jungsoo and Jungsoo loved Taeyeon.
“I
often see you cry caused Jungsoo. But you still love him! Look at me! Consider
me! I’ll not make you sad,” said Heechul in one night.
Taeyeon
give no answer.
“Why?
Why do you love him much?” asked Heechul.
“You
know? I’m sad when he looks at me, or when he doesn’t look at me. I’m sad when
he smiles at me, or when he doesn’t smile at me. I’m sad when he is here around
me, or he isn’t. Why I’m so sad? Because I love him so much. Eventhough I love
him, but I can do nothing. There is Jessica. But it would be better, I’m sad,
than not having him here,” answered Taeyeon and began cried.
Heechul
speechless. Now he knew how much Taeyeon loved Jungsoo. And, he gave up for get
Taeyeon. Then, Heechul went to met Jungsoo and asked the same question as Taeyeon’s.
“I
love her. I don’t understand why she hate me. Yes, I have ever hate her,
because she doesn’t want to go to the train station when I’m leaving her in the
past time. But I can’t and I don’t wanna let my heart hates the girl I loved
since eight years ago,” answered Jungsoo and began cried. “I’d love to look at
her face. I’d love to smile at her. You know? I have smiled at her for about a
thousand times, but she never replied my smiling. It’s hurt! I always ask
myself what’s wrong with me. And I’d love to have a conversation with her. But
she rarely respon me. I’d love to do everything with her. I have tried,” he
can’t stop his tears. “When
I’m not here, everyday is just a nightmare. I can’t see her face with all her
expressions. I can’t hear her voice. I miss her. I hope everymorning I wake up
and everynight I fall asleep with her presence still. And tenderly telling me
not to cry,” he cried.
Everything
was going on just as always. Taeyeon and Jessica got a better sister-relation.
So Jessica decided to gave Jungsoo’s letter to her. Then Taeyeon read it.
“I
don’t think I can go, if I see you. So I’m leaving you without say goodbye. I’m
leaving you alone for now, but later I’ll hold your hand and take you to the
moon and to the stars,” said Jungsoo in his letter. Tears dropped from Taeyeon’s
eyes. She kinda shocked.
“Don’t
run away. Don’t go anywhere. Wait for me at home. I’m going to endure thinking
that you will waiting for me and I hope that you will endure thinking for my
coming back. I like you, Taeyeon. You are the one I like the most in this whole
world. If I’m parting with you now for a short time, I want to write you a
letter like this, pound your heart. Taeyeon, I’ll pass a bridge, that there’s
no way to come back. I don’t want to go. Stop me, Taeyeon! Will you stop me? If
you stop me, surely I won’t go,” asked Jungsoo in his letter’s ending.
Taeyeon
ran to their special room. She cried there. She couldn’t stop her heavy
tearsdrop.
“He
said if I stopped him, he would have stopped then. I, I regret have ever hate
him! I think he left me. Why and how it can be happen? How, how I tell my
heart? He, he is the boy I loved since eight years ago,” said Taeyeon
stammerly.
“Why
Jessica didn’t give me Jungsoo’s letter?” Taeyeon just asked.
“Taeyeon,”
Jungsoo shouted.
Actually,
Jungsoo was there without Taeyeon’s knowing. He has just heard all of Taeyeon’s
sayings. He began cried.
“Taeyeon.
Sorry. I don’t that Jessica didn’t give my letter to you.” Jungsoo said. And
then he speechless. But finally he repeated,,
“Taeyeon.
I don’t understand why you hate me. Yes, I have ever hate you, because you didn’t
go to the train station when I’m leaving you in the past time. But I can’t and
I don’t wanna let my heart hate you, the girl I loved since eight
years ago. I’d love to look at your face. I’d love to smile at you. You
know? I have smiled at you for about a thousand times, but you never replied my
smiling. It’a hurt! I always ask myself what’s wrong with me. And I’d love to
have a conversation with you. But you rarely respon me. I’d love to do
everything with you. I have tried. When I’m not here, everyday is just a
nightmare. I can’t see your face with all your expressions. I can’t hear your
voice. I miss you. I hope everymorning I wake up and everynight I fall asleep
with your presence still. And tenderly telling me not to cry,” continued Jungsoo.
“You
know? I’m sad when you look at me, or when you don’t look at me. I’m sad when
you smile at me, or when you don’t smile at me. I’m sad when you are here
around me, or you aren’t. Why I’m so sad? Because I love you so. Eventhough I
love you, but I can do nothing. But it would be better, I’m sad, than not
having you here,” Taeyeon said.
“I
have waiting for this timing like this for a long time,” said Jungsoo.
“Whenever
I would turn my head. There would be you someone I loved since eight
years ago, who lift my spirit. I don’t dare to hope for everything. No
matter where I went. If you are here with me, that’s enough for me,” Taeyeon
ended.
The tears dropped so heavy over their
own faces. They cried together and full with Love together.
*adaptedfrom: Cinderella Eonni
Eigth Years Ago
Eigth
Years Ago
By :
Lisandy Y Nababan
X-I
Everybody
around looked like busy at their own this afternoon. But the other hand with a
girl who was standing with a big packing under a tree. Seems she didn’t care at
all, just seeing the view of around.
The
girl with black, smooth, and long hair, white skin like babies’, round
beautiful eyes, and an innocent face looked more beauty when the wind was
blowing over her hair.
She
is Enjola Moongyna, and everybody called her Enjola. She is about 17 years old.
Enjola looked like a rather unfriendly girl. It means she usually talked less
with other people, but actually she was a kind girl. However, she couldn’t
express her kindness. So everybody thought that she was an arrogant girl.
Enjola
was waiting for someone to pick her up to her step father’s house. Her mother
was a widow, and she has just got married with a kind man. The man had a
success wine company in a town not far from Enjola’s house. But Enjola
disagree, because she knew that her mother wanted to be the man’s wife because
she was a materialistic woman.
Finally,
a boy arrived. The boy was a good-looking one. He had a short wavy hair, white
skin, a peacefull face, perfect body, and especially his killing smile. Enjola
was stunned to looked at him, the boy did either.
On
the way, that boy didn’t stop to looked at Enjola by the spion-glass in the
car’s dashboard. Seems, he was felt in love by the first sigth with Enjola.
Enjola realised that the boy looked at her. It made Enjola uncomfortable. So
she pretended to go to a toilet, but she ran away. The boy knew it, and he ran
after Enjola then. But finally, Enjola was able catched by the boy.
“Don’t
run away! You should meet your parent, although you disagree if they got
married,” said the boy and took a long breath.
“Do
you have some money? It’s so difficult to still alive without any money, right?
But maybe it will change if you are in or over twenty years old. Maybe you have
a job, so you have some money, and so you can run away. But don’t run away for
this time. You are too young,” continued the boy.
Enjola
didn’t give any respon, she just asked her ownself in her heart. “Why? What’s
wrong? I’ve just believed him. Even, if he says that this earth is a square
one, maybe I’ll let my heart believe him. I like under his magic. His sense is
so strong,”
After
they arrived, finally Enjola got the boy’s name. He was Vangeuno Myson, and
everybody there called him just Geno. Geno was about 18 years old. He was one
of Enjola’s father’s employee. He was very friendly.
Enjola
had a young sister from her step father, named Vinessia. She was a very
beautiful girl and friendly. Everybody there loved her, include Enjola’s
mother. But Enjola dislike Vinessia, cause her overactive talk and very
childish.
In
recently days, Enjola knew that Geno and Vinessa were a close-friend. Enjola was
so envy everytime she saw Geno and Vinessia both together. Especially, after
Enjola school at the same school with Vinessia, everyday Enjola must saw Geno
picked Vinessia up after school. Yes, she was jealous. Maybe she began fall in
love for the first time and maybe by the first sight with Geno.
Actually,
Geno didn’t love Vinessia, but Vinessia did. Geno liked Enjola much. Geno saw Enjola
by inside, that Enjola was a goodheart girl, eventhought she couldn’t express.
So Geno approached Enjola. He always entertained her, when she sad. He always
accompany her, when she got disapprove with everything about Vinessia and her
mother. But sometimes, Enjola was unfriendly. He knew her by inside and
outside. He knew everything about her. He understand. Their feeling for each
other got stronger.
One
day, Enjola couldn’t find Geno there. Then she asked Vinessia, she said that
Geno have just gone to a far place to continue his study. Enjola cried. She
searched him quickly. She searched in their special room -that only they both
know it- and to the train station. But she still couldn’t find him. She went to
the beach -that they both ever have been there- and cried then. “Why? Why you
leave me alone? Leave me without saying goodbye. How? How am I then without
you? Can’t you see how much I crazy looking for you? Can you you imagine how
much I miss you then?” said Enjola stammerly while was crying.
But
in fact, Geno has given a letter for Enjola to Vinessia before he gone, and
asked Vinessia to gave it to Enjola. That letter was about asking Enjola to
come to the train station for their farewell. But Vinessia hasn’t give it to
Enjola yet. So Enjola thought that Geno left her without say goodbye.
Eigth years later...
One
day, Geno came back.
“Sist,
this is Geno. He come back,” said Vinessia happily.
“How
do you do,” said Enjola to Geno, she couldn’t hide her hate-looking.
“What
does it mean ‘how do you do’?” asked Geno. He was so confused and now he also
couldn’t hide his hate-looking finally.
Enjola
didn’t answer. Yes, she hate Geno for his leaving. The same thing with Geno, he
thought that Enjola didn’t ant to come to train station. It caused by Vinessia.
There
was a new employee in Enjola’s father’s company, named Elvano. He was a very
kind people. And he fell in love with Enjola, but Enjola didn’t. He knew that
Enjola loved Geno and Geno loved Enjola.
“I
often see you cry caused Geno. But you still love him! Look at me! Consider me!
I’ll not make you sad,” said Vano in one night.
Enjola
give no answer.
“Why?
Why do you love him much?” asked Vano.
“You
know? I’m sad when he looks at me, or when he doesn’t look at me. I’m sad when
he smiles at me, or when he doesn’t smile at me. I’m sad when he is here around
me, or he isn’t. Why I’m so sad? Because I love him so much. Eventhough I love
him, but I can do nothing. There is Vinessia. But it would be better, I’m sad,
than not having him here,” answered Enjola and began cried.
Vano
speechless. Now he knew how much Enjola loved Geno. And, he gave up for get
Enjola. Then, Vano went to met Geno and asked the same question as Enjola’s.
“I
love her. I don’t understand why she hate me. Yes, I have ever hate her,
because she doesn’t want to go to the train station when I’m leaving her in the
past time. But I can’t and I don’t wanna let my heart hate the girl I loved
since eight years ago,” answered Geno and began cried.
“I’d
love to look at her face. I’d love to smile at her. You know? I have smiled at
her for about a thousand times, but she never replied my smiling. It’a hurt! I
always ask myself what’s wrong with me. And I’d love to have a conversation
with her. But she rarely respon me. I’d love to do everything with her. I have
tried,” he can’t stop his tears.
“When
I’m not here, everyday is just a nightmare. I can’t see her face with all her
expressions. I can’t hear her voice. I miss her. I hope everymorning I wake up
and everynight I fall asleep with her presence still. And tenderly telling me
not to cry,” he cried.
Everything
was going on just as always. Enjola and Vinessia got a better sister-relation.
So Vinessia decided to gave Geno’s letter to her. Then Enjola read it.
“I
don’t think I can go, if I see you. So I’m leaving you without say goodbye. I’m
leaving you alone for now, but later I’ll hold your hand and take you to the
moon and to the stars,” said Geno in his letter. Tears dropped from Enjola’s
eyes. She kinda shocked.
“Don’t
run away. Don’t go anywhere. Wait for me at home. I’m going to endure thinking
that you will waiting for me and I hope that you will endure thinking for my
coming back. I like you, Enjola. You are the one I like the most in this whole
world. If I’m parting with you now for a short time, I want to write you a
letter like this, pound your heart. Enjola, I’ll pass a bridge, that there’s no
way to come back. I don’t want to go. Stop me, Enjola! Will you stop me? If you
stop me, surely I won’t go,” asked Geno in his letter’s ending.
Enjola
ran to their special room. She cried there. She couldn’t stop her heavy
tearsdrop.
“He
said if I stopped him, he would have stopped then. I, I regret have ever hate
him! I think he left me. Why and how it can be happen? How, how I tell my
heart? He, he is the boy I loved since eight years ago,” said Enjola
stammerly.
“Why
Vinessia didn’t give me Geno’s letter?” Enjola just asked.
“Enjola,”
Geno shouted.
Actually,
Geno was there without Enjola’s knowing. He has just heard all of Enjola’s
sayings. He began cried.
“Enjola.
Sorry. I don’t that Vinessia didn’t give my letter to you.” Geno said. And then
he speechless. But finally he repeated,,
“Enjola.
I don’t understand why you hate me. Yes, I have ever hate you, because you didn’t
go to the train station when I’m leaving you in the past time. But I can’t and
I don’t wanna let my heart hate you, the girl I loved since eight
years ago. I’d love to look at your face. I’d love to smile at you. You
know? I have smiled at you for about a thousand times, but you never replied my
smiling. It’a hurt! I always ask myself what’s wrong with me. And I’d love to
have a conversation with you. But you rarely respon me. I’d love to do
everything with you. I have tried. When I’m not here, everyday is just a
nightmare. I can’t see your face with all your expressions. I can’t hear your
voice. I miss you. I hope everymorning I wake up and everynight I fall asleep
with your presence still. And tenderly telling me not to cry,” continued Geno.
“You
know? I’m sad when you look at me, or when you don’t look at me. I’m sad when
you smile at me, or when you don’t smile at me. I’m sad when you are here
around me, or you aren’t. Why I’m so sad? Because I love you so. Eventhough I
love you, but I can do nothing. But it would be better, I’m sad, than not
having you here,” Enjola said.
“I
have waiting for this timing like this for a long time,” said Geno.
“Whenever
I would turn my head. There would be you someone I loved since eight
years ago, who lift my spirit. I don’t dare to hope for everything. No
matter where I went. If you are here with me, that’s enough for me,” Enjola
ended.
The tears dropped so heavy over their
own faces. They cried together and full with Love together.
*adaptedfrom:cs
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